A soldier finds it hard to shed the war in civilian life

SAN ANTONIO, Texas — This Fourth of July, the Cardona family had more to celebrate than just America’s independence. Juan Cardona had just returned from his second deployment to Iraq and was enthusiastically greeted by friends and family at his parents’ home. But Cardona wasn’t exactly comfortable with the sight of so many smiling faces. “I don’t like being around, like, large crowds. I always kind of have to keep my back to a wall.

Home is the soldier

EL PASO — Even with an early rushed start to the day, Landrea Hatchell is wide awake as she stands cradling her two-month old in a crowd of anxiously waiting people at the bottom of an escalator at El Paso International Airport.  She keeps replaying the upcoming welcome scene over and over in her mind. The people around her chatter excitedly as new arrivals whisk past dragging their compact suitcases. She glances at all the pairs of shoes that emerge slowly from the escalator.  Pair by pair, the shoes gradually become face after face of the wrong persons. She watches, waiting her turn, as those around her embrace the new arrivals.  She shifts her little son in her arms  glancing at her watch, carefully calculating the time it takes to disembark from the plane and walk down the seemingly endless El Paso terminal. Finally a pair of tan military desert boots appear at the top of the escalator.