Estaciones de paso por Almudena Grandes.

14. Estaciones de paso. Almudena Grandes.

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“lo peor empieza cuando ya no puedes
llorar más, y entonces te das cuenta
de que la tristeza es más bien algo sucio,
como un grumo gris, espeso…” Almudena Grandes
 
para Juan, mi adolescente.  

Siento como si hubiera faltado una clase la semana pasada, ¿por qué? porque no mandé mi columna y es que la llegada del semestre arrecia, así que avísoles que esta columna tratará de ser semanal y cuando no pueda será quincenal. Pero de que será, será.

A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan

13. A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan

50 LIBROS/ 50 BOOKS: Mujeres y sus historias. 
“… Anyway, those were catastrophes”
Jennifer Egan
 

EL PASO – This experiment of writing every week about books written by women or with intense female characters has been quite a journey for me. It has forced me to read more, to re-read more, to write more and, obviously, to become more aware of what good stories are made of. I have sat in different places to read, I have listened to different music to write. I have learned about the different techniques used by authors to create that so called fictional world.

Cast for the HBO Show, Girls.

Girls: Post feminism on TV

Emmy award winning actress and director of the HBO television show “Girls” Lena Dunham has been both praised and attacked by the media for the contents on her show presenting the lives of four Brooklyn-based, 20-year-old women while trying to make a living for themselves after college and coping with interpersonal relationships. The show presents, in my point of view, the most up-to-date definition of post-feminism in America, portraying women shaped and accepted by general media. After researching for the appropriate meaning of the concept “post-feminism” I discovered the many variants it has and how juxtaposed they can be to each other; thus after reading copious amounts on this modern philosophical theory I landed on two authors/philosophers that conjugate appropriately contemporary post-feminism:  Ann Brooks and Susan Bolotin. The first one states and conceptualizes post-feminism as “an expression of a stage in the constant evolutionary movement of feminism… once seen, somewhat crudely, as ‘anti-feminist’, the term is now understood as a useful conceptual frame of reference encompassing the intersection of feminism with a number of other anti-foundationalism movements including postmodernism, post-structuralism and post-colonialism”, which sums up what many other authors have stated but in a less radical manner. On her end, Susan Bolotin –who was perhaps the first woman to use the actual term “post-feminism” on her 1982 New York Times article “Voices from the Post-feminist Generation”– explains how most young women on their 20’s at that time declared themselves non-feminist, since they saw feminism as a “too-radical” movement that would leave them “lonely and bitter.”

Feminism, as it was initially conceived seemed to be too “radical” for the women interviewed by Bolotin back in 1982, most of the arguments expressed by these women were that they were “overly individualistic”.

Antígona González. Sara Uribe. México: Surplus ediciones, 2012.

12. Antígona González de Sara Uribe

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“Aquí todos somos limbo.” Sara Uribe
EL PASO – En un país donde la violencia se vuelve el sistema operativo, en un país donde amanecen cadáveres de civiles en las primeras planas de los periódicos, en un país que es más estado de sitio que otra cosa no es de asombrarse que los autores vuelvan los ojos a la tragedia griega o hacia autores que también lo han hecho. Este es el caso de Sara Uribe quien toma en sus manos a la figura de Antígona y la coloca en un tablero actual para hablar de una tragedia real; Antígona González nos muestra la historia de un hombre que un día subió a un camión y simplemente ya no volvió a casa, un hombre que se volvió cuerpo sin vida, un hombre que se volvió desaparecido y que es buscado por su hermana: “Me llamo Antígona González y busco entre los muertos el cadáver de mi hermano”. (13). La autora crea una obra de referentes perfectamente reconocibles en nuestra sociedad: Antígona y Polínices son respectivamente Sara y Tadeo, ella la hermana que busca, él el hermano que ha sido asesinado.

Alta infidelidad por Rosa Beltrán.

11. Alta infidelidad, Rosa Beltrán

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“El problema de encontrar algo
es que siempre hay más de lo que se encuentra”
Rosa Beltrán
 

“Se enamoró”, dice la primera línea de esta novela, y “no pudo evitarlo”. Y es que uno no puede evitar esas cosas, por más que se intente. Alta infidelidad de la escritora mexicana Rosa Beltrán parte de la premisa de que la historia de amor está toda escrita y, sin embargo, se sigue escribiendo. El amor, ese perro del infierno como lo llamaba Bukowski, rige esta historia. Esta es la historia de Julián, un Don Juan posmoderno, y las tres mujeres que lo rodean: Marcela, Silvina y Sabine.

Mike "Sarge" Preston, Program Director and DJ at KOFX 92.3

The faces behind the voices of radio disc jockeys

EL PASO – While you listen to your favorite song during your commute to work, there is a small team of radio disc jockeys pulling levers, pushing buttons, flicking switches and orchestrating the entire three-four minute performance. This is an inside look into the lives of three DJs and the DJ booth. Sarge Preston, Jojo Garcia and Victor Cruz are three local radio DJs at KFOX 92.3. The three DJs have a combined 91 years of experience. Their time spent on air is a very small part of their daily job responsibilities but it is also the favorite part of their workday.

Noticias del Imperio de Fernando del Paso.

10. Todo sobre mi madre o, más bien, dos libros que le gustan a mi madre

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“Las mujeres recurrían a su madre
cuando no les quedaba más a quien recurrir”
Anita Nair
EL PASO – Esta columna llega a la semana diez. Ya he hablado de nueve libros, de nueve autoras, de novelas y colecciones de cuentos que son habitaciones de personajes entrañables o desconcertantes. Y hoy no quiero hablar de una autora, hoy quiero hablar de dos libros que le gustan a mi lectora favorita, mi madre. ¿Por qué? Porque ella me enseñó a leer, porque ella me enseñó a amar la lectura y porque, hay que decirlo, ha leído mucho más que usted y que yo.

Pastor José Antonio Galván, right, runs an asylum near Juárez. With him is patient Josuá Rosales, who helps with its operation. (Courtesy of Morgan Smith)

Pastor struggles to provide for the mentally ill in Juárez as officials ignore their suffering

CIUDAD JUAREZ, Mexico – It’s 6:41 Sunday morning, the phone rings and Pastor José Antonio Galván is on the line. He is the founder of Vision in Action, a mental asylum on Juárez’ western edge that cares for about 100 patients. I’ve written a number of articles about Galván. I visit the asylum often and am always astonished that he has been able to maintain the facility with almost no government support for 17 years. On this Sunday morning, however, I feel doubt in his voice for the first time.

¿Te gusta el látex, cielo? De Nadia Villafuerte.

9. ¿Te gusta el látex, cielo? De Nadia Villafuerte

50 LIBROS/ 50 BOOKS: Mujeres y sus historias. EL PASO, TX – ¿Te gusta el látex, cielo? se compone de diez cuentos en los cuales Nadia Villafuerte dibuja a un país que convulsiona lento. Sus personajes matan o dejan morir, se creen libres y al mismo tiempo no lo son, viven en una perpetua búsqueda y en una constante insatisfacción. Todos ellos viven: “para ocultar la inmensa soledad (…) desesperados por huir, sin huir”(9).

El amante, Marguerite Durás.

8. El Amante por Marguerite Durás.

50 LIBROS/ 50 BOOKS: Mujeres y sus historias. Estoy pasando por una etapa francesa. Inició hace unos meses con Dulces días de disciplina de Fleur Jaeggy. Después vino Infancia de Nathalie Sarraute. Un libro siempre lleva a otro.

Grrrls aren’t made of sugar and spice and everything nice

EL PASO – When I was about 15 years old I was not concerned with the media or how it constructs “models” to women. I did not pay attention to the latest fashion trends or even obeyed feminine beauty standards. It was not because I considered myself to be a rebel, but simply because those things were not appealing. Lately, I have made some observations and noted that magazines, TV shows, movies and music address topics like body image, clothes, and relationships to attract young women. Is it too late to notice?

7. Ghostbread, by Sonja Livingston

50 LIBROS/ 50 BOOKS: Mujeres y sus historias. In his poem “On turning 10”, Billy Collins says: “You tell me it is too early to be looking back,/ but that is because you have forgotten/the perfect simplicity of being one/ and the beautiful complexity introduced by two…” For Sonja Livingston it is not too early to be looking back because she knows well the imperfect simplicity of being one-too-many. Ghostbread deals with the bleak world of childhood; this memoir is a collection of bittersweet impressions of living with a large nomadic family, it is about looking back, about remembering the very imperfect simplicity of growing up. Already in her preface, Livingston states, “As a girl, I never talked about how I grew up. It was complicated.

Varia imaginación por Sylvia Molloy.

6. Varia imaginación de Sylvia Molloy

¿Qué ocurre cuando el autor abre su vida y la exhibe? ¿Qué ocurre cuando no dice directamente ésta es su vida y sin embargo uno lo sospecha? Este es el caso de Varia imaginación (2003) de Sylvia Molloy. En esta obra la memoria actúa como disparador de la escritura y la autora se vuelve al anonimato toda vez que ficcionaliza su memoria. El tema de lo autobiográfico es ya un tema presente en Molloy, tanto en En breve cárcel (1981) como en  El común olvido  (2002) destacan los tintes personales y la conciencia de su escritura.

5. La familia de mi padre. Una novela. De Lolita Bosch

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Dicen que hay que narrar de lo que se sabe y que la familia es un buen inicio, sin embargo… ¿Qué ocurre cuando de la familia no se sabe nada? La premisa de Lolita Bosch (Barcelona, 1970) en La familia de mi padre es, precisamente, reconstruir lo que se ignora: el árbol genealógico familiar. En primera instancia puede pensarse que este libro es una autobiografía, pero he aquí el primer desconcierto: se subtitula, Una novela. ¿Es memoria o es ficción? Una mirada a los primeros capítulos lleva al lector al segundo desconcierto, aquí hay fotografías, documentos personales, narraciones íntimas… es decir, sí es una narración personal.

Working in poor countries gave me a new perspective on life

EL PASO – America is my home, where I’m most at peace, most comfortable, a place that embraces living in comfort, however, some years ago I realized that being comfortable was a problem. I had just come back from a church mission trip to Bangalore, India, where I saw and learned how to live a simple and humble life, how to be OK with eating rice and curry for 14 days and showering twice a week with cold water. It was a life that focused primarily on needs and not on wants. I came back and unfortunately, as time went by, it was easy to push that idea aside and continue with my American life. Occasionally, I would recall the memories of that trip, which I still hold dear, but I would soon put it aside, getting caught up in the busyness that is the American Dream.

4. The Book of Jon de Eleni Sikelianos

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“I have never thought of you as part of any trend
–just as a human out there, sometimes gone missing in the desert,
sometimes out of his cracked mind,
a person whose spinning thoughts…” Eleni Sikelianos
En The Book of Jon Eleni Sikelianos enfrenta al lector con dos retos: uno, descubrir la figura de un padre que vive su vida entre el cinismo y las adicciones; dos, incorporarse a esta “biografía” a partir de la unión de discursos. Poesía, epístola, prosa, diario, incluso el guión cinematográfico y fotográfico ofrecen –cada cual en su medida– una perspectiva sobre Jon Sikelianos. The Book of Jon borda anécdotas en diversos lenguajes. Pongámoslo así, Eleni Sikelianos decide hacer una quilt y para lograrlo busca telas –es decir, relatos sobre Jon y se deja ayudar por varias manos de otros: las de su madre, sus hermanos, las propias.

Bomb threats on college campuses are law violations with serious repercussions

EL PASO – First UT Austin, then Texas A&M, North Dakota State, Texas A&M again, Texas State, and now UTEP.  What do all these schools have in common? They are just a few of the universities in this country that were prompted to evacuate due to bomb threats. On March 26, nearly 20,000 faculty, staff, and students evacuated UTEP’s buildings after being alerted by campus police of a real threat on campus. After receiving a text from the campus police, I calmly gathered my belongings and made my way to the nearest exit, not really panicking.

Guerra, Wendy. Todos se van. Editorial Bruguera, Barcelona. 2006.

3. Todos se van de Wendy Guerra

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“No sé en qué momento se me ocurrió dejar de ser niña”. Wendy Guerra
Hay dos formas de contar historias que verdaderamente me apasionan: las cartas y los diarios. Uno sabe que es ficción, que ésta es sólo la manera en que se ha decidido contar una historia y, sin embargo, uno se adentra tanto que se cree todo, uno se vuelve el pequeño voyeurista de las intimidades de alguien más. Seguramente eso pensó Wendy Guerra a la hora de elegir la forma literaria que utilizaría para contar la historia de Nieve, la protagonista de su novela Todos se van. 

El lector se adentra así no sólo en la vida de la protagonista sino en la vida de una generación, la vida de una Cuba que es mucho más compleja de lo que imaginamos. Se trata de la primer obra de Wendy Guerra (Cuba, 1970), ganadora del Primer Premio Bruguera de Novela, en España.

Danya Perez-Hernadez and Kristian Hernandez have been married for seven years and are the only married couple attending the institute together. (Molly J. Smith/NYT Institute)

A vacation for the Hernándezes

TUCSON, Az. – By the time most married couples hit the seven-year mark, they are usually in their mid 30s. They might be busy training their little descendants to go potty, or celebrating childlessness in expensive resorts in Hawaii. That’s not how the Hernándezes do it. No, sir.

Aspiring reporter learns a hard lesson in the rules of journalism

EL PASO ­– Ever since I can remember I have always wanted to be a writer. When I was in high school I was a student who constantly got into trouble for various things, and once an angry teacher asked me what I was going to do with my life. I thought he wanted to open up and talk and I answered him that I wanted to be a writer. He laughed at me and stated: “The way you’re headed, I wouldn’t be surprised if I see you asking for money in the streets and living under a bridge.”

Those words always stuck to me, that is until I enrolled in college. I never finished high school and began working, eventually got married and had a daughter.

Durrow, Heidi W. The girl who fell from the sky. Algonquin books of Chapel Hill, North Carolina. 2011.

2. The girl who fell from the sky, Heidi W. Durrow

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to Cheryl Howard,
who shares tea, stories, books, yarn, life
Before my friend Cheryl moved to Mimbres I used to visit her every Friday, we had sweet tea and long conversations. It was probably on one of those afternoons when I told her about the book I wanted to write. “See, it will be about a girl that this and that… and I want to create this and that” (sorry, I am saving the secrets of my work in progress!). Anyway, days or weeks later Cheryl gave my son this book and said: tell your mom to read it.

Fear of being ‘unliked’ in social media makes us forget who we really are

EL PASO – In recent years throughout high school and college, I have seen the use of Facebook and other social media sites such as Instagram associated with negative feelings of insecurity in many of the girls I know and am close to. This topic struck interest in me when I had to write a research paper about a year ago regarding something along the lines of a communication topic. The topic I decided to research was on how social media affects young adults. One interesting fact I found while doing my research was that women spend a lot more time using the internet and other means of social media than men do. It’s because media is everywhere.

Even a die-hard sports fan as Domingo Martinez, struggles to keep up with NCAA team realignments. (Courtesy of Domingo Martinez)

Scratching the surface of the NCAA team realignment

EL PASO – The mambo jumbo conference-switching going on in the National Collegiate Athletic Association (NCAA) is crazy. With all those schools switching conferences for various reasons, I can only just scratch the surface in this column. There are many schools changing for the better, but maybe switching conferences can be harmful if the school is not really ready for the change. A change can be for good, for better, or for worse. More recently the NCAA Division 1 had many teams switching into other conferences such as WAC, Conference USA, Big East, BIG TEN, ACC, and others for various reasons, such as fame, more money, more national exposure or just to cut back on travel time and costs.

Ellen Foster by Kaye Gibbons.

1. Ellen Foster de Kaye Gibbons.

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“That comes from reading too many stories”. Kaye Gibbons
Hace dos semanas los nombres de cuatro mujeres se repetían una y otra vez en los medios. El primero es el de Jodi Arias, la chica que mató a su novio en Arizona. Su argumento: temía la furia de su ex-novio tras una pelea, “lo maté en defensa propia”, explicó en su momento. Su defensa propia incluyó más de veinte puñaladas, degollarlo y dispararle en la sien.

The Dead Bolts is one of only three other men’s roller derby teams in Texas. (Amber Watts/Borderzine.com)

Roller derby got me down

EL PASO – The interview process with the men’s roller derby teams had been stimulating, attending the practice had been inspiring (although a little scary at times), and the writing process had been consuming. Altogether writing about one of Texas’ few men’s roller derby teams brewing right here was one of the best experiences I’ve had as a journalist in El Paso. After three years of journalistic writing, this was the story I was the most amped about covering. After months of waiting for the chance to get the story, hours of work, and bubbling excitement – my story was published. I sent a text of ‘thanks!’ and ‘hope you enjoy’ to my sources, and anxiously waited for their texts back of approval.

Mexican flag inside an American flag

Remembering my bully and the wounds to my ethnic pride

Editor’s note: This blog is part of a series of first person essays about identity written by UTEP Liberal Arts Honors students during the spring 2013 semester. EL PASO – I still remember the name of my middle school bully and what he looked like. I might have been an insignificant part of his life but for me he was not. His behavior when I was a teenager produced fear, self-hate and an identity crisis that haunts me to this day. A native of Ciudad Juarez, I have always considered myself Mexican and I have been proud of my background.

An increase of reported HIV infections among Fort Bliss soldiers might not be due only to men having sex with men as stated officially. (Alejandra Matos/Borderzine.com)

Sources clam up when it comes to reporting on HIV cases among Fort Bliss soldiers

EL PASO – Two young men, sporting fresh crew cuts, poke dollar bills into the underwear of a tall, lean, young woman.  She lightly kisses her patrons on the cheeks and nods in gratitude as she returns to the center of the stage of the strip club, grabs the pole, and hoists herself up to the rhythm of the music booming in the background. After the two young men sit down and begin to drink their beers, I approach the young woman on stage.  She slides down the pole gracefully while staying in sync with the beats to her routine.  She approaches me at the front of the stage and never breaks eye contact. I had no idea how to approach her to ask the question that had been running through my mind since first catching wind of the information that had been given to me…

Then the words just flew out of my mouth. “Do you see a lot of military personal during your shifts?” I asked. “Oh, we get lots of military guys in here, especially over the holidays.

I can vividly remember the first interview like it was yesterday. (Joshua Gutierrez/Borderzine.com)

Terrified of doing interviews, journalism forced me to face my fear

EL PASO – I have always had a fear of that word, for myself or to interview others. My major is multimedia journalism, so I knew that I would have to learn to love interviews, one-way or another. I guess the reason you could say that I picked that major is because I have always been fascinated with sports and I would love to be involved with the company ESPN. My best friend Sean Sida always told me when I was growing up, “do something that takes you out of your comfort zone.” He always pushed me to go to new places or talk to new girls, although I was terrified. So this past fall semester when I was taking the Digital Video and Audio production course at The University of Texas at El Paso with professor Lourdes Cueva Chacón, I had to get out of my comfort zone almost every week.